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A/N: WARNING this is sad and since i made it so long earlier i split it up into 2 parts this is part 1!

Hetalia x Maid! Depressed! Abused! Reader

The Grass is Always Greener

-----Flash Back-------

Another blow to the stomach and you were down.

"Maybe that will teach you to do as your told." your uncle hissed as he slammed the door to your dark room.

You slowly and painfully picked yourself up from the cool wooden floor and choked out a sob.
Sadly, this was your daily routine.

Ever since your parents died in a fire when you were 4, you have been living with your drunken uncle. Whenever he drank, he would hit you. Whenever he was sober, he screamed at you.
You couldn't win.

A few years ago, you were forced to drop out of school because your Uncle refused to pay. You tried getting many jobs but they never really paid much. So, when you were scanning through your newspaper yesterday, you found an add.
"UNITED NATIONS MAID WANTED" this interested you. And the pay was more than all your previous jobs combined. So you quickly dialled the numbered.

----Flash Back End-----

And so, that is how you got here. You were hired on the spot for this job and started the next day.

You were a maid before a an older family but they eventually didn't need you anymore and dropped you.

You walked up the stairs of the large building, pulling down your uniform sleeves to hide the cuts and bruises from this morning and last night. Your Uncle never had any idea you ever had any jobs. He would only take all your money and use it on booze.

The large door creaked open and you walked into a pale blue and grey office.

You opened the heavy metal door and were greeted with glares. You quickly moved in and practically ran to the front desk.

"Can I help you?" asked a nazly voice from behind the counter.

"Y-yes. My name is _____ _______. I'm the new maid." You said playing with the hem of you short back uniform skirt. The receptionist rolled her makeup coated eyes and handed you a name tag.

"Go and see the head maid. She'll tell you what to do." she said waving her hand.

You nodded and stumbled into another room.

"So you're the new maid? Pathetic." a voice sneered.

You looked up to see a tall, elderly women with brown hair tied back in a tight bun. She was wearing the same uniform as yours, a short black dress with a white apron and long socks.  "My name is Portia (sorry if there is anyone named Portia reading this). I am the head maid here at the United Nations building. Now, you will be catering to the personifications of country's. Remember, they are better then you in every way."

You looked at her in shock. They were country's?!

"You are never allowed to address them as anything but Master. If I find out anything otherwise, you will be punished, do I make myself clear?"

You quickly nodded."Yes Miss. Portia."

"Don't call me that," she snapped furiously. "I am too far above you. You will address me and all the other ladies here as Mistress. Now, try again."

"Y-yes Mistress."

Portia smirked. "Good girl. Now go get started!" she shouted while shoving you out of the room.

---Time Skip-----

After getting yelled at and acquainted with all the other maids, you current task was bringing tea into the meeting room. You carried the tray down the long hallway only to be welcomed by yelling.

"Shut up you bloody wanker!"

"Stupid tomato Bastard!"


"Western Nations are so immature."



"Become one with mother Russia da?"

What the hell?

You sighed and walked into the meeting room. You walked in and toward the table, or attempted to at least. As you were going towards it, one of the country's knocked into you, causing the tray of scolding tea to spill all over you and fall. You winced and all the fighting immediately stopped.

"Ve~ Caio bella!" sang a man with reddish brown hair and a curl sticking out of his head.

"Oh no! I'm terribly sorry love." you looked up to see a handsome man with blonde messy hair, green eyes and bushy eyebrows. He offered out a hand to help you but you quickly stood up.

"No, no! I-it was my fault." you said bowing. "I'm very sorry masters."

They all stared at you. You went back on your knees and started picking up the broken pieces of the tea cups.

"Let me help you dude!" shouted a very loud blonde. He had blue eyes and wire rimmed glasses. You hastily shook your head as you went faster.

"It is not my place to ask of help from my superiors." you finished up cleaning up the glass, cutting you hands in some places.

"______!" you heard your name being called. You quickly turned around and were grabbed from the back of your collar. Portia stood you up straight. She whispered rapidly in your ear. "This is your first day and you are making a mess of things." she hissed. "Finish up in here and report back to my office for punishment."

Your face visibly paled.

"Please continue with the meeting master Germany. I apologize for our rookies behaviour." she said with a fake smile.

"Zhat is alright. No harm done." he said with a sigh. As soon as Portia left, you felt some color return to your face.

"Hey frau!" shouted a German accented voice. You looked up to see a white haired man. He wore a smirked on his lips and joy in his red eyes. "I am zhe awesome nation of Prussia! Zhe stick in zhe mud is mien younger bruder Germany." he pointed over to the man at the front of the room. He had blonde hair that was nicely slicked back.

You nodded. "It is nice to meet you Master." you said rising and attempting a curtsy. "I apologize for interrupting the meeting." You left without another word.

---Country P.O.V-----

All eyes were glued to you as you left the room.

"Well, that was strange." England said his bushy eyebrows furrowing.

"Do you think she is okay aru?" asked China.

Everyone thought for a minute. They felt bad about getting you in trouble.

"What's the chica's name again?" asked Spain leaning against Romano's shoulder. The brunette scowled and pushed the Spaniard off his shoulder.

"She didn't say it."

"But didn't she seem rather off?" asked France coming into view.

"Ja, but we must finish up zhe meeting before anyzhing else." said Germany bringing everyone's attention back to him.

---Time Skip------

Your POV

After your punishment of getting your wrist slapped with a belt, you were back to work. You began to dust off shelves when a loud voice boomed through the hallway.

"All I'm saying Britain dude is that no one can actually eat your food without getting sick!"

"Shut it you wanker! You ate it when you were a child!"

America shuddered. "Bro, don't remind me."

You sighed and continued your work.

"Hey! You're the maid from earlier! How are ya feeling bra?" asked America walking over to you. England sighed and followed in suit.

You looked at him with dull (e/c) eyes. "I am alright Master. I must apologize again." you said bowing but America stopped you.

"You don't need to apologize bro! It was Iggy's fault!"

The English country growled. "It is true love. What is your name?"

"_-______ ______" You said calmly and went back to cleaning.

"Well, my name is America! And the guy with the giant ass brows is Britain."

Britain sighed. "It's nice to meet you love."

'Was it really?' you thought sadly. "It is nice to meet you too Masters." You said with a slight bow.

"No need to be so formal love. Please call us by our country names."

You shook your head. "It is not my place. I must address my superiors formally at all times." you said sadly. The two looked at you. The pain and sadness that contorted your face was heart breaking.

"Are you okay-"

"_______! You are done for the day! Go home!" shouted Portia, unaware of the country's presence.

Ugh. Home. If you could even call it that.

Sighing sadly, you stood. "Good night Masters." you quickly walked off into the change rooms.

You left the two, standing in shock.

"She is not okay." America said seriously, which was very unusual for him.

"I agree." said England. They both longed to wrap their arms around your small frame and tell you how everything was going to be fine, that nothing could ever hurt you again.

But they both knew, they could do nothing but watch.

---Time Skip-----

You reach home by almost 10:00pm. Not thinking your uncle was home, you walked in through the front door.

Biggest mistake ever.

You ducked as a full beer bottle was whipped your way.

"Where the fuck were you?!" he screamed grabbing a handful of your hair. "Answer me!" he slammed your head into the wall making your vision double.

"I was out and-"

"Stop fucking lying to me!" he shouted punching your face. "You were out selling yourself weren't you!?  You fucking whore!" he snarled hitting you harder.

"No! I promise!"

"SHUT UP!" He shouted smashing a full bottle of beer across your skull. You felt yourself fading in and out of consciousness. Before you could even process what was going on, you feet had already begun to pick up speed as you raced out of the hell house. "RUN BITCH RUN! YOU'LL BE BACK!" your uncle shouted at you and throwing various things your way.

He was right. You always came back.

Not knowing how far you ran or for how long, you felt your body go weak and you tumbled to the ground. The cold pavement felt good against your bruised and bloodied body.

'So, this is how I will end huh?'  you thought dryly.  You opened your eyes to your surroundings. You were in an ally way. Graffiti littered the brick walls.

'Why can't I just die?'
This is called: The Grass is Always Greener, but i could fit it in the title box :iconwhyyplz:7
anyways i hope you enjoy reading it! the next part will be up soonish :D
i own nothing but the plot line!

PART 2 [link]
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xXFrostFire111Xx Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2016  New Deviant
Daaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmnnnnn. I seriously have a messed up life.
PaintMySmileOn Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2015  Student
I've never read such a fantastic hetalia book! You are so good at writing~! Italy (Thumbs Up) [V2] 
hjsanchez82 Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2015  Student Artist
This is an awesome story so far! :D
(ppfft all ur stories r awsome!)
Sakura-Neko3336 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2015  Student
Wanker. Didn't say anything about calling you mistress.
Othelle Featured By Owner May 10, 2015
SakuraNekoBlaze: Thank you for saying that. We all sit here on our phones/computers/iPads to read this kind of stuff, and enjoy it even if it breaks our hearts, while some people are treated this way. I feel so bad now ;-; But I guess that's why we have to be grateful.
wonder-if-i-gave Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2015  Student General Artist
I try my hardest to help with poor and abused children by taking 15$ out of my paycheck each month and giving it to those in need. thats how i help.
Othelle Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2015
Wow, you're such a great person. Thanks for helping these people.
wonder-if-i-gave Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2015  Student General Artist
thank u! and of course, i will always be helping!
Author-Chan11 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2015
We need more people like you on this Earth. Way more. You just touched my heart with this.
wonder-if-i-gave Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you! I appreciate it greatly!
Author-Chan11 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015
kotadog88 Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
he said bra XD
SakuraNekoBlaze Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Student Artist
I really like this fanfic it reminds me to be grateful.
teamedward4ever1326 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2015
I love reading this again...I still hate Portia and my uncle
Missem111003 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Well, fuck.
kotadog88 Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I NEED TO STAB SOMETHING!!!! I have a knife next to me :3
JolteonBlue Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2015
*Poker face* O-Okay
Just you stay there in Antarctica
and I will go to the Artic 
kotadog88 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
N-Cbyrnon Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I felt extremely uncomfortable in a weird sense when I read the last statement since I have always asked myself the same exact (seriously exact) question over and over again..
cancerleovirgo Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
it sounds so weird when reader-Chan says "master"
weeya1 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014
My sisters name is Portia.

And she speaks Portiageese. XD
Itsinmybloodyouknow Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hot Crossed Buns Damned From Hell, Norway! You made the Hug Therapist need a hug! Good job! :iconclapplz:
moonowl3038 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
so...beautiful... ;-; por que?
adventuretimer101 Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014
I can relate to this..... ;D
Skatipirate Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014
OMG this is soooo cool! 
FANGIRLHetalia Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This is aweshome!!!~
It is such a great beginning!!!~(but sad, of course)
frog6 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Student Artist
SunnySunshine203 Featured By Owner May 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The first time I cry Llama Emoji-08 (Crying) [V1] 
without reasons my body just did it
Mermaidgirl548 Featured By Owner May 11, 2014
I will accept a hug from eny nation  Even France and Prussia. (Yes, I am that despret for a hug.)
bluemoonjojo37 Featured By Owner May 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
HUGS THEY MUST BE GIVEN Frozen - HUG! Natsuki Shinomiya (Super hug) [V1] Let me hug you! hug 042 - Free hug :glomps: Bro hug Big Hug Cacho and Greeny Hug 
Mermaidgirl548 Featured By Owner May 22, 2014
Frozen - HUG! Hug 2 Natsuki Shinomiya (Super hug) [V1]Komari hugs Rin [V5] Italy (Free Hug) [V2]  Llama Emoji-60 (Snug or Hug) [V3] Let me hug you! hug Bro hug Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2] Chili Anime Emoji (Snuggy hug) [V2] Tohru hugs Kisa-chan [V1]Asuna hugs Lis [V1] Smurf-hug Luffy and Hancock (Hug) [V1]Praevius Hug Emoticon 
AnimeLover5656 Featured By Owner May 4, 2014
13th-Program Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student General Artist
It hurts man T_T
ylime-cxii Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i try :3
13th-Program Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Student General Artist
Monika-Kaltherzig Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Cry forever It's so painful to read [EXO] Kris ''Legit'' Crying Emoticon 
12popscotch Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014
America (Justice) [V1] Hetalia Germany spinning NO NEIN Icon France (Crying) [V3] 
TheyAteMyPancakes Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014

I'm such a whimp......I need a hug .A.
ylime-cxii Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i got chu hug 
TheyAteMyPancakes Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014
Thank you,This so sad but fabumazing.
kittykatrocks12 Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
nyanmeowth Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2014  Student Artist
Scary movie refrence anyone? Noone? ;3;
LuigiPlaysGames Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Professional Writer
I got that reference as well.
nyanmeowth Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Student Artist
>w< yay~
HeavenAngel31 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014
nyanmeowth Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Student Artist
Multispazkid Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
LisaxlovesAPH Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I like the sad theme in your story
Valkrie562 Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014
Agreed, but it's kinda hard to take the comment seriously with your profile picture XD
AwesomePugPerson Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2014
i have been seeing this everywhere for searches on hetalia [characters] x depressed reader, or just reader in general. I thought it would be strange, so i never read it. but here i am, bored, search a x reader, and this first one in the series pops up. i decided, ill give it a try.
i have to say,
this was pretty good. :D
i'm going to read the rest right now~!
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